I cannot blame anyone else.
Truly, there is no one.
This is my choice.
This is my fault.
I force myself to stay sane.
I force myself to keep living.
I force myself to keep smiling,
As if everything is alright.
What slipped away yesterday,
I can no longer change.
I focus myself on tomorrow and the days ahead.
This truly destroys me.
It erodes my sanity.
It slowly wears me down.
Strengthen yourself,
Life still goes on.
Until the time comes.
Whether death comes to me,
Or I go to death.
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Faj
02 Oktober 2024
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